It still aching but I'm doing well.
I'm taking my time to heal and in that time, I realise how much I love my best friend. Yes, best friend. A best friend isn't defined by how long you guys had been a friend. But, it was defined by their presence either when you're happy or sad. A best friend will always know when your heart aches or when your heart blooms brightly.
Sometimes, they didn't show you...
By sya on July 01, 2017
If the blog can insert a heartbreak emoji, I'll insert it.
Do you ever feel that your heart filled with remorse? And there is nothing you can do about it except telling yourself to calm down and be positive? Because, same.
My heart aches and filled with remorse.
As my previous post said, I've been living with ego for so long, I couldn't remember how to control it. And because of that, I did some...
By sya on June 29, 2017
There's one night on Eid, my best friend gave me this quote;
I was red,
You were blue,
Every time I was with you,
You made me feel like a purple lilac,
But then,
You told me you hate purple.
Enduring the pain isn't easy. Especially, when you know you're not that important to someone life anymore. Your mind must be in chaos. Thinking what have you done. When did things go wrong, and why...
By sya on June 24, 2017
Some said that ego is a medium for them to be strong. But, some said that ego is selfish.
Which one was it?
I am an egomaniac. I built up my ego as high as the Burj Khalifa Tower. Well, not really like it. It's a hyperbole. So, why did I built my ego so high?
Because I thought, ego will make me feel better. Ego made me looks strong. Even though I am broke inside. I am sure that everyone has their...
By sya on June 05, 2017
So here's the thing; you don't enter into someone's life like you enter the toilet. Means? Yeah, you enter the toilet because you are having stomach ache and you need to use the toilet. It's like you enter their life just to get some help. Or... just because you don't want to lose them, so you pretended to care when actually you don't.
Sometimes, you may not realise that the actions you've made can...
By sya on May 31, 2017
It's new year!! (well, not really)
So, it has been a long long longgg time I didn't update anything to this blog. seems like time didn't give us chance to tell stories. Let me tell you a lil bit of my life in this year.
Well, 2017 is quite a tough year for me as I have to struggle more than I did in the past year because I'll be facing a war. A mental war (SPM!!). 2017 also a nice year so far. I...
By sya on June 07, 2016
it's ironic when i can spread positive vibes to people, telling them to be strong, to love life because life is fun, but then, i'm the one who actually broke.
like really broke.
i'm shattered.
i don't know how long i have to carry this pain. how long i have to pretending that i'm fine. i don't know. i'm giving up. with life, with people around me.
sometimes, i wanted someone to be there for me....
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