So here's the thing; you don't enter into someone's life like you enter the toilet. Means? Yeah, you enter the toilet because you are having stomach ache and you need to use the toilet. It's like you enter their life just to get some help. Or... just because you don't want to lose them, so you pretended to care when actually you don't.
Sometimes, you may not realise that the actions you've made can cause a heart break to someone. But also sometimes, the actions you've made can open their way to happiness. Even the tiny little shit can affect someone's life. Yeah, it may be simple for you but not for them. Well, little things does count.
People frequently ask for being loved. It is nice to know that you are loved. Means, there's someone who care about you. But when you got one, did you treat them nicely? Are you grateful to have them? You just want an attention, not love. It's rude. Because when one has loved you, it'll leave a scar in their heart because at the moment you left or ignore them, it cuts. Really deep though.
You know, to endure the pain isn't easy. It takes braveness to walk in front of you, it takes confidence to face you if you accidentally meet them in the hallway when the bell rung. Well, it's like facing someone that you've done wrong when actually you don't. They'll keep asking themselves when did they go wrong? What happened? Why you're acting that way? And the answer to all of their questions is; I'm the one to be blame. Yeah that's right, they'll blame themselves. It will give them a mental tortured and you should know how bad you are in this situation if they started to think like that. Because why? Because sometimes, it'll lead to depression.
You should know that maybe, just maybe that the person you left hanging is the one who held their tears, just to see you happy. The one who needed love and attention more than you need. The one who always sacrifice and never give themselves a chance. The one who always fine on the outside but inside, it's like a mess. They won't show you this part of their life. They don't want you to worry. Or maybe, they were just afraid of what response would they hear.
People are different from other people. Maybe you can endure the pain of failing a test but maybe they don't.
And that's why my mum said "don't do things you don't want people do to you towards others". But, we don't have the same mind so we, ourselves also need to be tough and solid. Hard times make you a better person. Au revoir!
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