i'm sorry... i can't satisfies you guys. no matter how hard i'm trying to be good in your eyes, to be perfect in your eyes that will never happen. you will never satisfied with me. never. why? because i'm not perfect, i'm sorry. you can continue judging me. you can continue hating me and i don't bother with that. i live for me and not you. you may not agree with me, with how i made decision...

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...and you can't turn to your friends without a heap of guilt.. you know you're unfair. and mean. and selfish. you don't want to use them. but you know you can't have them back. like you used to. you just have to acc...

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Have you...

pernah tak tiba tiba rasa macam nak berubah?  like now is the perfect time to drop apl the nonsense and start being a grown up. to stop doing stupid stuffs. to stop unwanted feelings and to finally, admit you're a sinner? but when you try try try and try to change, it's just so so hard. and in the darkness you realize you do not have any friend who understand you, who can hear you, who can...

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